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Post by mjmecd30 on Jan 19, 2011 15:53:43 GMT -5
That is awesome! Thank you for the update. I will have to check that out sometime as well.
L.O.V.E.
Maria
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Post by judith51 on Jan 25, 2011 20:02:04 GMT -5
I feel especially sad tonight about losing our Michael. Sometimes, I wish I had never stood by his crypt las March. I think a part of his spirit will always be with me beacause of this. Maybe I left my heart there with him and never really recovered.
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Post by divastyle on Jan 25, 2011 20:18:45 GMT -5
You too Judith? Earlier today I was in tears over him!
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Post by kristi on Jan 26, 2011 16:06:13 GMT -5
I take Medication (an anti-depressant in the morning and a sleep pill at night) and see a Counselor and sometimes I cry.
Kristi
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Post by judith51 on Jan 27, 2011 8:41:37 GMT -5
We all love you here. Everyone has challenges they must face. I cry also. We are all human - its ok.
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Post by kristi on Jan 27, 2011 21:22:44 GMT -5
Thanks!
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Post by carlay245 on Feb 5, 2011 23:42:04 GMT -5
Just feeling very sad and vulnerable tonight. Missing Michael so bad it hurts. My family just wants me to get over it already. I am constantly fluctuating between celebrating the life and music of MJ to crying until my eyes feel as though they are about to bleed. this pain to night is very acute and I'm so tired of trying to explain to my family. Thank God for this forum and the knowledge that so many others are still wracked with grief and sorrow. The friends that I have made since Michael left us keeps me grounded and the knowledge that I'll see MJ again one day keeps me sane. I love you guys for MJ love is like none other I have ever experienced. Lets keep it flowing guys,cause I really need you....
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Post by kristi on Feb 6, 2011 15:06:54 GMT -5
I'm not a doctor I can't diagnose depression but that sounds kind of what I went through and I now take a 50 mg. Anti-depressant every morning, talk to your doctor, I'm not a doctor but that's what happened with me,
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Post by keepthefaith58 on Feb 24, 2011 14:15:15 GMT -5
It doesn't seem to get easier as time passes, but more difficult in some ways. I have good days and even weeks where I can celebrate him and smile and remember all the "good times" we shared with him, but then I have days like today... I had a meltdown this morning, and could not stop crying for more than an hour. It wasn't only about Michael; I have a lot of personal things going on that are very difficult right now, but Michael is always at the center of that grief and pain. If it weren't for the friends I've made since he passed, I would be lost. I agree with Carlay (my girl Carla...love you more!), that the friends I've made since he left us have kept me grounded, and knowing I'll see him again some day keeps me sane. If I didn't have that peace... I don't know what I would do. But we are FAMILY...and we are bound together by the L.O.V.E. of a man the likes of whom we will never see again. I am so thankful that I was able to experience his beauty, grace and unmatched talent in my lifetime. I am thankful for the lessons he's taught me, and for the constant inspiration he will always be in my life. God spent a LOT more time on Michael...and we were blessed to experience that gift. Although I am still heartbroken that he was taken from us much too soon, I know that he will NEVER be forgotten. There was still so much he wanted to do, so many plans and such hopes for healing the world, and making people see that L.O.V.E. really is the answer. I truly believe that those of us who are still so deeply affected by his loss are chosen ones. I believe in my soul that Michael chose us to be his hands and feet now that he is gone, to carry out his legacy and keep him alive in our hearts. I will spend the rest of my days working for Michael because it's my destiny... Love you all...
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Post by mjmecd30 on May 3, 2011 2:55:00 GMT -5
OK, I just lost it again! I was watching an awesome dvd of Michael's interviews (vol 2) it is a precious thing to watch! I was laughing & crying- but when it came to Martin Bashir's interview...I can't help it I totally went crazy! Michael had camera's of his own filming the entire time...Martin told Michael that what he did @ Neverland for the children was a beautiful spiritual thing & that there were no words to describe it! Then, Michael's make-up artist defends him (almost sensing what would come) saying how that never comes out in interviews & that the press twists it to make it ugly...she doesn't understand how they can be so cruel & she says that's why Michael doesn't do interviews. Martin Bashir looks @ Michael & tells him "that is not what we are doing here" Why did he lie???!!!! The gaping wound in my soul right now..... I just want to fall to the floor & be sick! Can anyone give me a reason in the world, good enough, for betraying someone so beautiful? When he was doing something beautiful? WHY!??! I want to know! some1 tell me!
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Post by MaryAnn Layton on May 3, 2011 3:35:32 GMT -5
Because Bashir is an opportunist, an unethical journalist and a creep. He is so hated by MJ fans, and for good reason! It's because of so-called journalists like him that continue to slander Michael's good name, that we have to continue our fight to defend Michael, to let the public know the truth about his sweet soul once and for all!
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Post by mjmecd30 on May 5, 2011 0:50:24 GMT -5
But that's what I don't get! We have eyes & we see it! How do they miss it?! OMG He's a wonder & he is the truest form of charity I have seen in my lifetime (besides the work of saints!) He opened his beautiful mouth & told us the truth! However they twisted him, we saw it! How I thank God that I wasn't fooled, & that I got to be part of something precious! - You reminded me that most do not see what isn't fed to them, because they were not looking. I thank you for that.... I forget sometimes, because it is obvious to me. (& that is why I love all of you- you see it too)
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Post by MaryAnn Layton on May 5, 2011 2:03:10 GMT -5
We fans know the truth about Michael because we love him and so we felt the need to learn everything about him. But for the general public who doesn't care one way or the other, they believe what the media tells them. It's really too bad the public tends to believe whatever is written and reported.
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