Post by ida on Oct 19, 2009 10:12:55 GMT -5
Dear my beloved family -
I have been a bit «off» the last weeks, there has been so much to do and the days are just too short! I wish I could deal with my ordinary life at daytime and then enter the loving world of Michaeling at nighttime... But strangely I need sleep as well. I feel like the days are just running and sometimes I don't have any control! But I try! And in a way I will work it out...
Last night I arrived from vacation in Barcelona. Have anyone paid a visit to that city before? I'm amazed, Barcelona must be the most beautiful place I've ever been! Even the laundry looks like props to a movie! I love all the narrow streets...
In Barcelona I took a break from my daily life - with mailing, different forums, twitter, facebook, blogging, text messages, you name it! I even took a break from thinking too much of Michael and Michaeling, and I'm sure Michael understands that we all need to take a break sometimes... I didn't listen that much to music, I was just enjoying the beautiful city and all the impressions (there were many). I went to a tiny hippy-kinda-store that sold single-pearls to make bracelets. They were playing You Are Not Alone, and it was very touching... My fingers started shaking, I guess it was because I hadn't been thinking so much of Michael and then I heard his voice, and I fell in love again! I bought a bunch of similar pearls and the letters E, I, C, L, H, A, M. Can you guess who I was thinking of?
Later the same evening I was sitting in an alley with stores around waiting for the other. I was wearing my new Michael-tshirt and was making the pearls into a bracelet. I felt so cool while sitting down in an alley in Barcelona with my Michael-shirt and making a bracelet with his name! And guess what, the speaker played Thriller!!! I got a huge kick of that!!! I could feel his love so much... I was 1) thinking of Michael. 2) making a bracelet with his name. 3) wearing a tshirt of him. and 4) listening to him!!! Yeah! Life at its best! *smiling* What that also made me smile was that listening to Michael in the small streets of Barcelona, told me that Michael will live on forever! Anywhere you go, Michael will always live and always be remembered and he will always be listened to! People will always love Michael and that makes me so happy!!!
I bought my first two tshirts of Michael in Barcelona... And yes, I know...It's a shame I didn't happen to own one *giggling* - but the one I ordered hasn't arrived yet... What I wasn't prepared for was the feeling of happiness and proide while wearing the shirt of his name and his face! I love the feeling it's giving me! I bought one of the shirts in an old vintage store, so now it looks like I've been a fan since the 80's and that my shirt is oooold! The other one is a disco top I found at NewYorker, if anyone know that store... It's not really my style, but it can be used for a party, for instence. It's a long, grey top with his figure in silver from the This Is It-poster!
edit some hours later: The last Michael-thing that happened in Barcelona: I was in my hotel room late at night and I took all the songs in my iPod on shuffle. I decided to click the «next»-button until the screen showed a song by Michael. The first song that came up was «Monkey Buisness». The same second I noticed there was a short reportage about monkeys on CNN! I laughed so hard and just wanted to shout out loud "Hi Michael, I know you're there!!!" :-D
Like Jaque said in an earlier post... I want to connect with Michael so badly! One day I will! It's all about faith... And it's all about love! It might have happened once. Soon I will post my story about when I THINK - I'm not sure at all - I connected with Michael... Well I don't know what I wanted with this post, actually... *laughing* I just wanted to say hi and when I have the time I will read everything that I haven't had time to read. You are all impressing me with your thoughts, you are giving me so much love and support, I want to do something back but I have no idea what! HAHA!!
I love you all very very very much! I feel so lucky being a part of this. You all mean very much to me! I hope we can have a Skype conversation soon, I don't know if you have talked while I've been on vacation?
Thank you for being a part of my life
Again - I love you
Ida
I have been a bit «off» the last weeks, there has been so much to do and the days are just too short! I wish I could deal with my ordinary life at daytime and then enter the loving world of Michaeling at nighttime... But strangely I need sleep as well. I feel like the days are just running and sometimes I don't have any control! But I try! And in a way I will work it out...
Last night I arrived from vacation in Barcelona. Have anyone paid a visit to that city before? I'm amazed, Barcelona must be the most beautiful place I've ever been! Even the laundry looks like props to a movie! I love all the narrow streets...
In Barcelona I took a break from my daily life - with mailing, different forums, twitter, facebook, blogging, text messages, you name it! I even took a break from thinking too much of Michael and Michaeling, and I'm sure Michael understands that we all need to take a break sometimes... I didn't listen that much to music, I was just enjoying the beautiful city and all the impressions (there were many). I went to a tiny hippy-kinda-store that sold single-pearls to make bracelets. They were playing You Are Not Alone, and it was very touching... My fingers started shaking, I guess it was because I hadn't been thinking so much of Michael and then I heard his voice, and I fell in love again! I bought a bunch of similar pearls and the letters E, I, C, L, H, A, M. Can you guess who I was thinking of?
Later the same evening I was sitting in an alley with stores around waiting for the other. I was wearing my new Michael-tshirt and was making the pearls into a bracelet. I felt so cool while sitting down in an alley in Barcelona with my Michael-shirt and making a bracelet with his name! And guess what, the speaker played Thriller!!! I got a huge kick of that!!! I could feel his love so much... I was 1) thinking of Michael. 2) making a bracelet with his name. 3) wearing a tshirt of him. and 4) listening to him!!! Yeah! Life at its best! *smiling* What that also made me smile was that listening to Michael in the small streets of Barcelona, told me that Michael will live on forever! Anywhere you go, Michael will always live and always be remembered and he will always be listened to! People will always love Michael and that makes me so happy!!!
I bought my first two tshirts of Michael in Barcelona... And yes, I know...It's a shame I didn't happen to own one *giggling* - but the one I ordered hasn't arrived yet... What I wasn't prepared for was the feeling of happiness and proide while wearing the shirt of his name and his face! I love the feeling it's giving me! I bought one of the shirts in an old vintage store, so now it looks like I've been a fan since the 80's and that my shirt is oooold! The other one is a disco top I found at NewYorker, if anyone know that store... It's not really my style, but it can be used for a party, for instence. It's a long, grey top with his figure in silver from the This Is It-poster!
edit some hours later: The last Michael-thing that happened in Barcelona: I was in my hotel room late at night and I took all the songs in my iPod on shuffle. I decided to click the «next»-button until the screen showed a song by Michael. The first song that came up was «Monkey Buisness». The same second I noticed there was a short reportage about monkeys on CNN! I laughed so hard and just wanted to shout out loud "Hi Michael, I know you're there!!!" :-D
Like Jaque said in an earlier post... I want to connect with Michael so badly! One day I will! It's all about faith... And it's all about love! It might have happened once. Soon I will post my story about when I THINK - I'm not sure at all - I connected with Michael... Well I don't know what I wanted with this post, actually... *laughing* I just wanted to say hi and when I have the time I will read everything that I haven't had time to read. You are all impressing me with your thoughts, you are giving me so much love and support, I want to do something back but I have no idea what! HAHA!!
I love you all very very very much! I feel so lucky being a part of this. You all mean very much to me! I hope we can have a Skype conversation soon, I don't know if you have talked while I've been on vacation?
Thank you for being a part of my life
Again - I love you
Ida