Post by Norma on Nov 30, 2009 1:52:45 GMT -5
I know I have been sharing bits and pieces with you of my experiances with Mike...I am getting there slowly but shurley...
Like I said my dreams started 2 days after he passed...The first one was a hard and very strong one for me... I will share one day I promise... But the dreams that I have after that are continues...The pick up right where the other one left off...Which is weird for me because I usually don't remember my dreams...But these are very visual and feel like they are happening...
But that is not what I wanted to talk about...Back at the end of Aug...I found a site that I go to alot and leave a message and flower for Mike...I get a chance to talk to him through this cemetary site... Well, one night I was looking around the site and found that they had a discussion board...I thought I wonder if anyone is talking about Mike and sure enough they were... I don't want you to think of this as morbid because trust me they are just like you and me... But they are called Grave Hunters its a hobby that they share and their mission was to find Mike's Resting Place... They were really serious about this and I thought I would check in on them and find out if they really do find him...I had this awful feeling that Mike would be buried deep down in one of the 13 floors beneath the Mausoleum...The way there were talking about how gothic and dark this place was and that they had crypt keepers...Well, I visualized something scarey and it really bothered me...Because I was hearing things about Kathrine so scared that someone would take him...Well, you know... Well, they did find him... Way before anyone else did...In fact they found him on my b-day in Oct... I am telling you what a b-day present that was...because 2 of the woman went there and took pictures of the place...And talked to one of the crypt keepers and said this person was really nice...To tell you the true he looked like a guard lol... But he took their flowers and messages into the building and left them right where they figured out it was...You all know what it looks like now...But what is so weird to me...Was I decieded to do some investagating myself...lol I love this kinda stuff...Well, I google earthed the cemetary and found the Mausoleum that they were talking about... Its huge...My first thoughts were ohhh, man he could be anywhere's... But I sat at my computer and just closed my eyes and said to myself...Kathrine wouldn't put her son in a dark and lonely place...And I opened my eyes and the first place I looked at was this building I didnt' know at the time that it was the Holly Terrace that they were talking about... I was looking right at the building that he would eventually be his resting place...I was off just alittle bit I had him down on the end of the building..but he is in the middle...
Here is the site of when one of the gals thought she knew...The picture of the Holly Terrace is in red he is resting on the right and I thought he was on the left...So close...gave me shivers... You have to scroll down...They talk about Tito's wife too...
lisaburks.typepad.com/gravehunting/2009/09/index.html
Here is the story of the 2 gals that got to go...
lisaburks.typepad.com/gravehunting/2009/10/michael-jacksons-location-confirmed-as-fans-show-their-love-with-flowers-gifts.html
Here is an update on his resting place...
lisaburks.typepad.com/gravehunting/2009/11/wordless-wednesday-november-18-2009.html
Okay one more thing I would like to share with you...The night of the service... I had the lights out in the living room... I was crying like all of us...The family had not arrived yet... I saw out of the corner of my eye a really bright light in the back yard...So I got up and walked into the kitchen...I looked out the window and it was the moon...It was so bright, big and blue...I said to myself " I am under the same moon as Mike... its a sad moon because it so blue"...Silly I know but what can I say... Well, I was walking back into the living room and the reporter on the t.v. was talking about the moon and how big it was...but it was orange because of all the fires there at the time... Well, I am telling you I lost it...I just started to cry... When I went to the Grave Hunters site awhile back she had posted Our Moon...And I just thought I would share that with you...
I tryed to insert the picture but I couldn't figure out how to do it...but the picture of it is in the first link I sent you...You have to scroll down to the middle of the page...It is such a beautiful picture...
Like I said my dreams started 2 days after he passed...The first one was a hard and very strong one for me... I will share one day I promise... But the dreams that I have after that are continues...The pick up right where the other one left off...Which is weird for me because I usually don't remember my dreams...But these are very visual and feel like they are happening...
But that is not what I wanted to talk about...Back at the end of Aug...I found a site that I go to alot and leave a message and flower for Mike...I get a chance to talk to him through this cemetary site... Well, one night I was looking around the site and found that they had a discussion board...I thought I wonder if anyone is talking about Mike and sure enough they were... I don't want you to think of this as morbid because trust me they are just like you and me... But they are called Grave Hunters its a hobby that they share and their mission was to find Mike's Resting Place... They were really serious about this and I thought I would check in on them and find out if they really do find him...I had this awful feeling that Mike would be buried deep down in one of the 13 floors beneath the Mausoleum...The way there were talking about how gothic and dark this place was and that they had crypt keepers...Well, I visualized something scarey and it really bothered me...Because I was hearing things about Kathrine so scared that someone would take him...Well, you know... Well, they did find him... Way before anyone else did...In fact they found him on my b-day in Oct... I am telling you what a b-day present that was...because 2 of the woman went there and took pictures of the place...And talked to one of the crypt keepers and said this person was really nice...To tell you the true he looked like a guard lol... But he took their flowers and messages into the building and left them right where they figured out it was...You all know what it looks like now...But what is so weird to me...Was I decieded to do some investagating myself...lol I love this kinda stuff...Well, I google earthed the cemetary and found the Mausoleum that they were talking about... Its huge...My first thoughts were ohhh, man he could be anywhere's... But I sat at my computer and just closed my eyes and said to myself...Kathrine wouldn't put her son in a dark and lonely place...And I opened my eyes and the first place I looked at was this building I didnt' know at the time that it was the Holly Terrace that they were talking about... I was looking right at the building that he would eventually be his resting place...I was off just alittle bit I had him down on the end of the building..but he is in the middle...
Here is the site of when one of the gals thought she knew...The picture of the Holly Terrace is in red he is resting on the right and I thought he was on the left...So close...gave me shivers... You have to scroll down...They talk about Tito's wife too...
lisaburks.typepad.com/gravehunting/2009/09/index.html
Here is the story of the 2 gals that got to go...
lisaburks.typepad.com/gravehunting/2009/10/michael-jacksons-location-confirmed-as-fans-show-their-love-with-flowers-gifts.html
Here is an update on his resting place...
lisaburks.typepad.com/gravehunting/2009/11/wordless-wednesday-november-18-2009.html
Okay one more thing I would like to share with you...The night of the service... I had the lights out in the living room... I was crying like all of us...The family had not arrived yet... I saw out of the corner of my eye a really bright light in the back yard...So I got up and walked into the kitchen...I looked out the window and it was the moon...It was so bright, big and blue...I said to myself " I am under the same moon as Mike... its a sad moon because it so blue"...Silly I know but what can I say... Well, I was walking back into the living room and the reporter on the t.v. was talking about the moon and how big it was...but it was orange because of all the fires there at the time... Well, I am telling you I lost it...I just started to cry... When I went to the Grave Hunters site awhile back she had posted Our Moon...And I just thought I would share that with you...
I tryed to insert the picture but I couldn't figure out how to do it...but the picture of it is in the first link I sent you...You have to scroll down to the middle of the page...It is such a beautiful picture...